Do you wear a mask?

A mask is something that you cover (partially, or fully) your face with. In my case, yourself.

People lie. Don't they all?

I'm not myself all the time. If you wanna see me as who I really am, gimme time. I just need a motorbike, a job, a bass, and a house.

I'm a pretender, actor, deceiver, fraud, faker and hypocrite.

~Fizzy

Week of Randomness, Part 1

Wah, sudah lama tak update blog. Penat seh. Dan malas. Tak tau nape. Sbb takde keje kowt cuti nih. Asyik2 lepak depan laptop je, pastu bila da bosan, g buat keje lain la. Kemas katil ke, basuh baju ke, apa2 la. Dah bosan nak buat camne? -_-;

Anyway, these past few days have been hectic. Very hectic. On sunday, my man, K from Terengganu arrived in Shah Alam, this guy is like omg-i'm-so-bored, all the time.

So I called him and invited him for a drink in a local mamak. That was the original plan. We got into the car and started moving. On the way we talked about where to go to eat. Starting from the local ones. In the end we ended up being in Meru. Just to eat. I don't know how we ended up there.

The next day... (skipped due to very boring content)

On Monday I went to LCCT to pick up a friend from the airport, Z. He's back from S'wak after a long 5-6 weeks of holidays. We have registration on the 19th so he's kinda early compared to others who wants to go back exactly one day before the registration. Correction, re-registration. So he doesn't know I'm going to pick him up, so he was all "omg how am I gonna get back now?" and I said, "go back by bus lah" and laughed. There were 4 people in the car. Me, K and the other 2 are Z's girlfriend, A and her S'wak friend who happens to have a flight to S'wak on the same day.

After the pickup was done and all, we went to grab a bite. At my house. We cooked 'cause I have the rice, and they have the side-dishes. Fish, umai (umai!), and other jeruk-like food. Lol. Sarawak food are pretty delicious, if you know how to eat them.

This is my least favorite part, the part where I sent these two (Z and A) to Midvalley. The sending part was okay, the latter was the part where it still angers me whenever I think of it. Get ready for some shitty stuff coming up.

So A was supposed to sleep at her friend's sister's house (did you get that?). So she had to follow her friends to the movies first, then she can go to the house to get a decent rest. Of course, her boyfriend Z will follow her. I went back with K after that, 'cause I was sleepy. Lol this is where I drove 150 km/h from KL to S.Alam. The next morning...

I checked my phone and found 16 miss-calls and a message, saying they (Z and A) is at PKNS, the whole night. I was like, weird, I mean why are they at PKNS when they were supposed to be somewhere near Batu Tiga? I hit the showers, did all the usual things (teeth, clothes, etc), grabbed the car keys and headed off to PKNS.

So basically, after the movies, A's friend drove to S.Alam and dropped them at UiTM (A is a UiTM S.Alam student FYI). She can't stay in UiTM anymore because the final exam has passed and students aren't allowed to stay in hostels anymore. So what's the point of dropping them off at UiTM and leaving them like that??

And I f*cking hate A's friends kind of thinking. "Kitorang tak kawan ngan budak bandar". I mean, WHAT THE F*CK!??

Be advised, the next paragraph would be in Malay.

Siot gile! Benci gle dowh cara dorg pk. So apahal ngn budak bandar?? Bdk bandar pown lagi baek dari dorg tu! Bdk bandar lg pentingkan membe dr dorg tu! ye ah, ape hal nye tinggalkan membe kt memana sampai pagi! b**i gle sial! Kalau ak jumpe budak2 tu serius ak maki hamun dia pstu ak belasah diorg, tak kisah la badan diorg lagi besaw ke pe. Ak hentam cukup2. Lagi sial, sorg mamat b**i ni, taw la baru clash ni nak pegi kacaw awek org. Ada hati lak tu nak kacaw awek org dpan balak dia sendiri. lagi sial anta msg kat awek tu, "if ada pape, jus tell me k". sedangkan balak dia kat sblah je. mamat sial tu pown taw. F*CK F*CK F*CK!! cam siot je. siyes panas ak. dorg pnye pmikiran dah la cam babi kolot, siyes membe ak yg kaya gle, xbox ada, pc ada, ps3 (akan) ada pown taw la tempat dia kt ne. dia takde la nak berlagak cam buduh hebat. mmbe ak ni sedar. dorg ni (budak2 UiTM Shah Alam) mmg F*CK BODOH!

Will continue in part 2. I can't type in stuff with this very-very angry mood.

P/s: vulgarities intended towards the majority of the UiTM students, eventhough I was once a part of UiTM, but I feel ashamed after what happened this week. F*CK UiTM (S.Alam students)!

5 Perkara yang Mencetuskan Kemurkaan Allah

Pagi ini lepas subuh macam biasa Ustaz Wahid akan beri tazkirah pada kami.

Tajuk nya di atas.

Untuk santapan para pembaca dan kesedaran kita semua,

1) Membuat muka keras. Dalam maksud lain, keras macam batu, tidak senyum langsung atau tiada sedikit rupa senyuman pun pada muka. Allah tak suka hamba2 dia buat muka blur je. Orang pun tak selesa pandang. So, murah2kan lah senyuman. Senangkan hati orang, pahala pun dapat. :)

2) Membuat bising pada waktu malam lantas mengganggu orang lain dalam tidur. Rasa2 ni takyah penjelasan kan? Senang nak paham nape orang tak suka kita buat bising.

3) Tidur macam bangkai. Tidur terlebih2. Bukan pada waktu pagi je, tp waktu malam pun. Masa perintah solat baru turun Allah jadikan solat malam sbg wajib. Tapi lepas tu Allah tukarkan kepada sunat sbbkan kepenatan yg melampau para sahabat. So, dia jadi sunat muakkad la. (sunat yang dituntut) Ringan2kan lah tulang tu untuk bangun dan solat malam. Paling2 kurang pun setahun tu ada la sekali.

4) Kerja, kerja, kerja. Solat jangan lupa. Allah tak suka kalau hambaNya terlalu fikirkan dunia sampai ibadat tergadai. Tak payah ibadat, masa kerja tu, langsung tak terfikirkan akhirat langsung. Pergilah solat kat masjid bagi yang lelaki sebab tu yang afdhal (lebih baik). Kalau busy sangat pun, solat la kat office/surau (kat kampus)/mana2 yang boleh (suci). Nak tambah pahala, ajak solat berjemaah. Apa alasan kita?

5) Ilmu dunia banyak, ilmu akhirat tadak. Tanya lah pape, semua tau, pemain manchester united ke, berapa banyak planet ada ke, apa perkembangan artis terkini ke, macam mana nak buat statik ke, itu semua fardhu kifayah (ye, sukan bola sepak pun fardhu kifayah juga, artis tu tak). Tapi kalau khutbah aidilfitri selepas solat pun tak tau, surah al-Fatihah berapa ayat pun tak tau, alamatnya tenggelam la. Sendiri mau ingat, nanti masuk kubur, semua benda (hubungan dgn dunia) terputus kecuali 3 perkara ini sahaja, sedekah amal jariah, ilmu yang berguna, dan doa anak yang soleh.