Sundae/y

Today is actually Saturday but I'm thinking of a Sundae now. hungry....

I wanna play The Old Republic but it's not out yet. Well, most of us can't wait. In the mean time I'm playing Pangya Ntreev (USA) server to pass the time and relieve some stress of assignments. I got lots of 'em to finish and more coming (i just know -_-)

But Pangya takes alot of time for one game, even a game of 6 holes takes more time than usual due to lag. An 18 hole game for Pangya is the same as 4 games of Fifa Online 2 Vs the COM. Did the research so it's no myth.

I'm goin to Midvalley after this to follow the family. But I have my own agenda. I hafta take some pics and do some research on guitars for my Presentations' skills class. Meh...I want a bass guitar >:(

~Kishi

Void

Sunday is one of my least favorite days. because it's a holiday. and holidays are boring. no plans, no action, and I feel lazy. The part where I hate the most. And my hobbies mostly are activities which requires me to go out of the house due to the nature of the activities or the lack of tools inside the house. That's right, sitting in front of the lappy playing video games/reading comics/watching anime is not my favorite hobby anymore. 'cause it wastes a lot of my time and disturbs my concentration. but when you have nothing to do, and that's all you can do, it's uncool.

Satay~

Aku lapar skg ni. Nak makan satay lak... tp ibuku syg nak g subang parade. ctu mana de satay. so keptusan dibuat agar daku tinggal dan makan di mamak berdekatan yang ADA jual satay~ yay~

wah otak/tinge sakit dgr lagu macam2. so, kte dgr la lagu lembut ni~ wee~ best2. by Bob Acri. Sleep Away. Huhu layan2 :D

Question from the lecturer: "Do famous people have to be critical thinkers?"

If you have any questions (answers are preferable), comment away~

~Fizzy

Practice Makes Almost Perfect

LOLOL ari ni ada..uhh camne eja. Ghast? Gash? Pronounciation dia tu the latter la. So da lama da xkuar tashkil org, rasa macam baru kuar peti sejuk. peluh! wow

Pastu g umah si adi, pinjam gitar si shafik, practice lounge act. kekeke. dah boleh da. cuma nak laju tu perlu masa la. hehehe. w00t! if only my house has a guitar too. then i can practice all night long~ wuuuh~ i like to thank myself for being able to learn fast, khalis for the song, and shafiq and his housemates for the guitar and place to learn~ the environment was cool~ Kekeke merepek2 aku ni dgn thanks-thanks nye.

I Feel My Memories Fade with Time

"Seize the Day" - A7X

Bukan susah pown nak men lagu ni. Cuma kalau gitar xde, masa pown tadak. Nak blaja cmne. kekeke.

Hari ni ada lawatan. Tapi tak g sbb rasa cam penat +malas. So lepak kat rumah Khalis pstu tidok. Bajet nak dtg pagi men gitar, tp dia tdo off fon. Camne la ak nk masuk! ciot tul. pas sejam ak buang masa kt depan umah (malas lak nk g memana, makan pown dah) ada la membe srumah tu yg da bgn. yay~ dpt masuk.

Halangan pertama - Lepas!

Akhirnya dpt gak aku masuk. Okeh, skurang2 dpt rilek dlm rumah. Here comes the next one. Masuk bilik mamat tu lak utk amik gitar. Heh..so mula la operasi "mengetuk pintu". ketuk ketuk ketuk dan ketuk. mamat ni tido mati agaknya. ak pown kuatkan sikit ketukan. pown dia tido lagi. So the last thing i did, was something simple and soft to the ears. I turned on "Lounge Act" by Nirvana. Put it to max, but via my small headset. Though you can still hear it when the surrounding is as quiet as a grave. I lie down, and peeked under the door. Ooh~ It worked! He woke up! Kah3

Halangan kedua - Lepas!

Haha! Dia pown bangun bukak pintu, tgk2 dia pakai boxer je tdo. Alah biasa ah tu. So sambung la operasi mengambil gitar. Tapi, sebab kan penat menunggu kat luar, +penat mengetuk pintu. tenaga banyak abis. Argh! Masuk bilik je, terus jatuh. poof. kepala atas tilam. badan atas lantai sejuk. tido terus. zzzz

Halangan ketiga - Tak Lepas!

Bangun2 da kul 2, Nina miskol. atau kol. duno. Mentor bagi mesej kata besok mentor mentee cam biasa. Hmm okok. Terus frwd ke bebudak lain. Pastu macam2 soklan masuk. Jawab2, pastu solat zuhr. then kuar! isi minyak. then makan kat kedai "panggang itik" tu. duno nama kedai tu.haha. rm 6. hmm bleh la. then lepak ngn budak DEM kat Alif. pastu macam2 lagi jadik, then balik.

To-do List.

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Takde idea lak. Ehh. Surf on je la.

~Kishi

When the Sky Goes Dark

I go happy? Well sometimes. I'm starting to lose myself. Control I mean. I need something that can stabilize myself. Unfortunately, I don't know what.

I have tons of assignments. I don't know what to talk about so let's talk assignments.

A) English Language Awareness. - Wait, this one is done. NEXT!~

B) Co-Curriculum in Education - I have to do a presentation about P.E., M.E., and S.E. Physical, Mental and Spiritual Education respectively

C) Presentation Skills - Y'know if we're gonna do a presentation, I don't mind being the first guy to go in front and present. But when you have to conduct an activity with the classmates as the participants. Bah! Just the same. No hal la~ :3

D) There is no D.

I'ma go get myself straighten'd out. Meh, someone slap me. LOL

Do you wear a mask?

A mask is something that you cover (partially, or fully) your face with. In my case, yourself.

People lie. Don't they all?

I'm not myself all the time. If you wanna see me as who I really am, gimme time. I just need a motorbike, a job, a bass, and a house.

I'm a pretender, actor, deceiver, fraud, faker and hypocrite.

~Fizzy

Week of Randomness, Part 1

Wah, sudah lama tak update blog. Penat seh. Dan malas. Tak tau nape. Sbb takde keje kowt cuti nih. Asyik2 lepak depan laptop je, pastu bila da bosan, g buat keje lain la. Kemas katil ke, basuh baju ke, apa2 la. Dah bosan nak buat camne? -_-;

Anyway, these past few days have been hectic. Very hectic. On sunday, my man, K from Terengganu arrived in Shah Alam, this guy is like omg-i'm-so-bored, all the time.

So I called him and invited him for a drink in a local mamak. That was the original plan. We got into the car and started moving. On the way we talked about where to go to eat. Starting from the local ones. In the end we ended up being in Meru. Just to eat. I don't know how we ended up there.

The next day... (skipped due to very boring content)

On Monday I went to LCCT to pick up a friend from the airport, Z. He's back from S'wak after a long 5-6 weeks of holidays. We have registration on the 19th so he's kinda early compared to others who wants to go back exactly one day before the registration. Correction, re-registration. So he doesn't know I'm going to pick him up, so he was all "omg how am I gonna get back now?" and I said, "go back by bus lah" and laughed. There were 4 people in the car. Me, K and the other 2 are Z's girlfriend, A and her S'wak friend who happens to have a flight to S'wak on the same day.

After the pickup was done and all, we went to grab a bite. At my house. We cooked 'cause I have the rice, and they have the side-dishes. Fish, umai (umai!), and other jeruk-like food. Lol. Sarawak food are pretty delicious, if you know how to eat them.

This is my least favorite part, the part where I sent these two (Z and A) to Midvalley. The sending part was okay, the latter was the part where it still angers me whenever I think of it. Get ready for some shitty stuff coming up.

So A was supposed to sleep at her friend's sister's house (did you get that?). So she had to follow her friends to the movies first, then she can go to the house to get a decent rest. Of course, her boyfriend Z will follow her. I went back with K after that, 'cause I was sleepy. Lol this is where I drove 150 km/h from KL to S.Alam. The next morning...

I checked my phone and found 16 miss-calls and a message, saying they (Z and A) is at PKNS, the whole night. I was like, weird, I mean why are they at PKNS when they were supposed to be somewhere near Batu Tiga? I hit the showers, did all the usual things (teeth, clothes, etc), grabbed the car keys and headed off to PKNS.

So basically, after the movies, A's friend drove to S.Alam and dropped them at UiTM (A is a UiTM S.Alam student FYI). She can't stay in UiTM anymore because the final exam has passed and students aren't allowed to stay in hostels anymore. So what's the point of dropping them off at UiTM and leaving them like that??

And I f*cking hate A's friends kind of thinking. "Kitorang tak kawan ngan budak bandar". I mean, WHAT THE F*CK!??

Be advised, the next paragraph would be in Malay.

Siot gile! Benci gle dowh cara dorg pk. So apahal ngn budak bandar?? Bdk bandar pown lagi baek dari dorg tu! Bdk bandar lg pentingkan membe dr dorg tu! ye ah, ape hal nye tinggalkan membe kt memana sampai pagi! b**i gle sial! Kalau ak jumpe budak2 tu serius ak maki hamun dia pstu ak belasah diorg, tak kisah la badan diorg lagi besaw ke pe. Ak hentam cukup2. Lagi sial, sorg mamat b**i ni, taw la baru clash ni nak pegi kacaw awek org. Ada hati lak tu nak kacaw awek org dpan balak dia sendiri. lagi sial anta msg kat awek tu, "if ada pape, jus tell me k". sedangkan balak dia kat sblah je. mamat sial tu pown taw. F*CK F*CK F*CK!! cam siot je. siyes panas ak. dorg pnye pmikiran dah la cam babi kolot, siyes membe ak yg kaya gle, xbox ada, pc ada, ps3 (akan) ada pown taw la tempat dia kt ne. dia takde la nak berlagak cam buduh hebat. mmbe ak ni sedar. dorg ni (budak2 UiTM Shah Alam) mmg F*CK BODOH!

Will continue in part 2. I can't type in stuff with this very-very angry mood.

P/s: vulgarities intended towards the majority of the UiTM students, eventhough I was once a part of UiTM, but I feel ashamed after what happened this week. F*CK UiTM (S.Alam students)!

5 Perkara yang Mencetuskan Kemurkaan Allah

Pagi ini lepas subuh macam biasa Ustaz Wahid akan beri tazkirah pada kami.

Tajuk nya di atas.

Untuk santapan para pembaca dan kesedaran kita semua,

1) Membuat muka keras. Dalam maksud lain, keras macam batu, tidak senyum langsung atau tiada sedikit rupa senyuman pun pada muka. Allah tak suka hamba2 dia buat muka blur je. Orang pun tak selesa pandang. So, murah2kan lah senyuman. Senangkan hati orang, pahala pun dapat. :)

2) Membuat bising pada waktu malam lantas mengganggu orang lain dalam tidur. Rasa2 ni takyah penjelasan kan? Senang nak paham nape orang tak suka kita buat bising.

3) Tidur macam bangkai. Tidur terlebih2. Bukan pada waktu pagi je, tp waktu malam pun. Masa perintah solat baru turun Allah jadikan solat malam sbg wajib. Tapi lepas tu Allah tukarkan kepada sunat sbbkan kepenatan yg melampau para sahabat. So, dia jadi sunat muakkad la. (sunat yang dituntut) Ringan2kan lah tulang tu untuk bangun dan solat malam. Paling2 kurang pun setahun tu ada la sekali.

4) Kerja, kerja, kerja. Solat jangan lupa. Allah tak suka kalau hambaNya terlalu fikirkan dunia sampai ibadat tergadai. Tak payah ibadat, masa kerja tu, langsung tak terfikirkan akhirat langsung. Pergilah solat kat masjid bagi yang lelaki sebab tu yang afdhal (lebih baik). Kalau busy sangat pun, solat la kat office/surau (kat kampus)/mana2 yang boleh (suci). Nak tambah pahala, ajak solat berjemaah. Apa alasan kita?

5) Ilmu dunia banyak, ilmu akhirat tadak. Tanya lah pape, semua tau, pemain manchester united ke, berapa banyak planet ada ke, apa perkembangan artis terkini ke, macam mana nak buat statik ke, itu semua fardhu kifayah (ye, sukan bola sepak pun fardhu kifayah juga, artis tu tak). Tapi kalau khutbah aidilfitri selepas solat pun tak tau, surah al-Fatihah berapa ayat pun tak tau, alamatnya tenggelam la. Sendiri mau ingat, nanti masuk kubur, semua benda (hubungan dgn dunia) terputus kecuali 3 perkara ini sahaja, sedekah amal jariah, ilmu yang berguna, dan doa anak yang soleh.

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Dah Mula Cuti

ku dah penat asyik2 tulis post dalam english. bukan dah muak ke apa. cuma rasa cam nak tulis dalam bahsa ibunda untuk malam ni.

Cuti dah mula dah untuk aku di Management Science University. Sem depan t start ah sem baru ak. Baru sem 1. Tu yang sedih dengar tu. sbb ak sem ni baru short-sem. Aih.

Xpe2. Lama gle ak dah update ak nye blog ni. Mana tak nye. Sibuk dengan final la. lepak la. biasa la kan budak2 yg baru abis SPM masuk 'dunia baru'. mcm2 problem ada. tu lah kerja/tanggungjawab kte ni sebagai yg lebey tua/berpengalaman utk membantu. walaupon ak ni xpandai cakap "NO/XLEH". Cedey gak ble ak pk. sbb ak cuma nak tolong, tp niat ikhlas ak ni di salah paham oleh sesetengah orang. ak xpandai berdiam diri dan biarkan sesuatu berlaku gtu je. aktif utk menolong dan mengambil bahagian.

selain tu, byk bnda yang telah/akan berlaku. kebanyakannya open aus. tp pnye la byk x sempat nk g semua. lg2 utk org cam ak ni yg transpot xde. ak nk amik lesen moto xleh. mak bapak ak xbg sbb takut eksiden. ak boleh akur je, sbb apa2 ak cakap dikre sbg menjawab balik. telan je la. t muntah balik pandai2 la amik lesen sendiri2. huhu

ble da bosan ni yg xbesh ni...sbb kte lg sensitif dr biasa n mula pk mcm2 psal org2 keliling kte...perangai dorg etc. malas ak nk pk nk tensenkan diri sendiri. tp ak cuti xmcm cuti pown skg ni...ak dpt rasa....sbb mcm tiada perbezaan pown. nk kuar xle. nk keje xle. nk buat kerja berfaedah di luar xle. yg boleh duk rumah.

Ehem2. Ak nk tnya korang la kan. Ak ni 18 nk masuk 19 ke...8 nk turun ke 7? makin lama ak duk rumah ni makin kecik ak rasa...susah nk jd matang klw perangai org2 keliling ak mcm budak2. aih..tensen siot.

umur2 camni mmg la terasa nk cuba bnda2 baru.tp sendiri maw ingat la kan baek ke x.jgn la ingat kte ni idup utk sentiasa dipimpin.tu la sbb kte ada akal dgn nafsu.utk keinginan dgn akal sbg panduan kte xbuat keje2 gle.

byk agi ak leh merepek nih tp malas n penat sbbkan layan bosan je...len kali ak post dgn gambar2 ye.skg ni ak tensen ni. happi holidays smua. bg yg berkenaan je la.

~Fizzy

Almost 2am

Dear readers,

I'm making this blog post at the specified time in my room with the lights off, so if there's any typo please forgive me. I'm very tired right now after a long journey back home from Silverstate a.k.a Perak.

To be specific I reached home around 5 pm with hopes that the whole family will be going back out to have dinner+lunch (damn I was hungry, now also hungry). After an hour (my neighbour came to visit thus the gap of time) we went to Giant S13 tu eat at Secret Recipe. I ordered Fish and Chips for my dinner, it looks appetizing that time.

Nothing interesting happened today. Just that I had a boring and stupid argument againts my brother with my slow and childish parents backing him up because of a stupid McD chocolate sundae. I ain't telling the whole story because it's obvious that I was on the winning side.

Lots of interesting events happened during raya, fun and boring. Will type it in later. I need time. Lots of 'em, to put it in. And more time to update my pictures, edit (decrease resolution of pic), and upload them to the blog.

So, a late "Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin"

P/s: Sorry if I didn't reply your messages on the Selamat Hari Raya thingies, too lazy to reply and fyi. I received 14 wish-messages, and I only recognize 4 of the numbers. Have no idea who the other 10 are.

I'm never gonna go fast EVER again!

..in another person's car. Sorry my sentence was incomplete. Once I get my own car, don't be surprised if you see me going "vrrooom vrroooom" during a traffic jam xP

So uh, this morning as usual I had to send my little sibs to the train station (KTM is a train what). On the way, as usual oso, I drove like a total maniac and my sibs were all going "slow down!". So nothing bad actually happened on the way to the station and back.. well, almost.



Eheheh, so somehow the uh, gear stick (is that what you call it? o.o) was like kapoww! springs fly here and there when I was like ONE km near home because I played the gear too much eventho it's an AT car. xP



I spent the last hour and a half trying to fix it and here I am blogging about it. Hoho. To be honest it's not perfectly fixed, I shoved the screw in a 25 degree angle so that at the very least i can screw it back in place.



-End Results-

Looks as if it's fixed but in reality it's not. Sure the gear works fine, but not perfectly, there's a small lag if you change gears when you press the button. [refer to pic above]

So like I said, I'm never gonna go fast ever again in another person's car.

~Fizzy

Quizzes, Assignments and Death Notes

Last Monday was holiday. So I pretty much got nothing to do.

Tuesday, say uh. I don't really remember what I did last Tuesday. Class, then uh, o yeah I ate outside with 2 campus-mates (when it's time la). Some restaurant that sells Char Kueh Teow (somebody has to tell me how it's actually spelt, coz I'm damn confused!) next to a workshop. It's next to Esso if I remember correctly.

Wednesday, I wore formal that day. New slacks, new shirt. I gotta do a presentation on that day. The thing was at 4.30 till dusk. The bad part was I couldn't do mine because of lack of time. Dang! At least I got free food, the lecturer bought like lots and lotsa food for the class. Whoo! A few tens of minutes later, 3 friends of mine, with me as the guide, got lost in Sec. 17 because of lack of faith of the driver to the guide. Haha. But we managed to get back on track later.



Thursday was damn fun! After class and my presentation and a pre-registration of next-sem subjects, I hung out with 2 dudes (Kha and Is) and 30+ seniors (5 guys and 25+ girls) in a BBQ at dusk. Damn it was lotsa fun. They were all sporting fun. There was food, music, firecrackers. Haha! Though, I got a hole in my jacket right next to the heart. It's like saying "Please shoot here" LOL And I almost got a hole in my jeans too. It's a good thing my jeans are firecracker-proof. haha!

Yesterday, class at 8 to 10. Then sat in front of the class 'till 1. Went to the State Mosque and prayed. Said Hi to a policewoman while riding a scooter without a helmet. haha. When I got home, I dumped myself on my bed and went to dreamland 'till 6 pm. Ugh, my head hurts like hell that time.

Well so today's Saturday and here's the list of things I have to do.

1. Project I (SCD 041) due Monday evening
2. Study for Quiz on Monday
3. Get my Final Exam Entrance Slip.
4. Upload pics onto Myspace and Facebook.

Haha. Busy2. Ciao~

~Kishi

Just Say Good Night

"So baby just say good night" - Click 5

A lol to the lyrics



I'm using my dad's laptop right now to type this in. A few hours ago I asked someone to go to sleep. Surprisingly, I'm the one who's still not asleep. I'm sleepy, like any normal person would be at this hour. I'm not (insert unable-to-sleep-disease-here, I forgot the name). And yet, I'm still awake. It's raining outside right now. It just started raining. Signs that I won't be able to wake up early for sahur in a few hours.



Today has been, dull. I slept till 10, yes I woke up for sahur but that's not worth mentioning. I had to wake up, what choice did I have? My dad was too lazy to send my lil' sibs to the train station. Thus why I wanted to go back home and catch some sleep after subuh prayer. Sheesh! Talk about old men, short-sighted in these look-to-the-future stuff.



After I did my chore, I plugged my ears with music (full-blast) and played Knights of the Old Republic. I don't wanna listen to other stuff that I have to do. I was quite tired with not enough sleep as it is. No questions on why I can't sleep. I won't answer them.



Noon, same as in the morning, dull. except that at 2-3 pm, my parents went out to shop some groceries. too lazy (and tired) to follow. So as soon as they went out, I went to sleep. It was a short nap, but at least I get to rest.



I already made some plans to break-fast outdoors, at TTDIJ actually. but of course, some of them (family) had to disagree do they? I mean, what's wrong with eating out? It's not like I was going to order unhealthy (or non-halal) food and drinks anyway. I'm not even using their money.



Let's forget talking about my boring weekend routines for awhile. Let's talk plans.



For this semester, I'm targeting a nice all-A+ transcript. Then, I can focus on clubs, network and relationship-building things. My guitar plan is almost finished, all I have to do now is wait until the 16th so that I can start photo-copying papers for confirmation, then I can go to SACCM to buy me a brand new guitar. Start slow, a friend of mine said.



I'm waiting for my friend to finish his game. Then, if I heard correctly more than once, he said he'll let me borrow his Xbox 360! w00t! I can at last(!), play Fable II! Yay~ *does an Ewok victory dance, refer to "Episode VI: Return of the Jedi" after the Death Star popped*

Miss you, dreamt of you.

~Budin

Go-go-go

No-where. I'm just wasting my time making a post while I wait for my snail-slow sister to get ready 'cause I have to send her to school. Since I got my license this is my part-time job with no pay for the family. Sending my little not-so-cute siblings to school. Dangit

Today TESL Club has this "Orientation Day". I'm a part of it but the problem is I have a test this evening at 3. Since I'm a good boy I have studied what I have to study last night so it's no biggie if I don't open my notes today. But still, I was thinking of going to sleep and waking up at 10 or so. Because I'm sleepy. *yawn*

Since I'm going to be driving after this, I think my sleepiness will go away and I'll have to hit the road to campus. Shit. I want a guitar but I don't have enough money. I'll get some at the end of October (my birthday) but I'm planning to use that money to buy meself a Dell Studio laptop. I think the specs are good enough to play KotOR II in it. Heheh.

~Budin

Kebebasan dan Penjajahan

Penat aku tulis panjang tadi.

Pasal negara kita, kerajaan kita, perundangan kita, rakyat kita. Tapi pastu blog buat hal.

Jadi pendek 3 line je. ):

Besok Merdeka!

A yay to another day of holiday! Haha! More time to finish da damn assignment.

To be honest, I lost my interest in updating my blog. Why? I'm so damn busy! I have to send in my assignment like this Tuesday and I still haven't put in the important details. Only the front cover and the references. Every time I open the laptop and start ta do my work, I immediately feel bored. Especially when I have finished all the games inside my desktop PC for like a thousand times already.

I need something new to freshen me up. For the first time ever, I'm hoping it's not games. Usually I'd be hoping for a new game when I'm this bored. But this time, I want something that is genuinely new to me. The problem is I have no idea what it is. Oh f***!

So, here's the news. This week I have 2 tests coming up. MPW1143 a.k.a. Islamic Studies. I'm surprised they only have one religious subject for all semesters here. That's pretty cool I guess. Though I do feel it's a big loss to the community. LOL. Anyway, the second one is DED0053, Counseling and Guidance. Oh yeah! I love this subject, if I'm studying it with the correct people. As some of the others don't really appreciate the advantage psychology brings to the society. Hakhak. The good part is that this is the mid semester exam and the only chapter I have to revise is the first (1st!) chapter only. Huzzah! This is gonna be a breeze. IF I study for real, 'cause I don't see myself reading notes last week. Eheheh.

A friend o mine want's to make a Music Club in college. Sure they have this Extreme Youth Club, which already have a band. But EYC only focus more on general "extreme" activities for the guys and girls. So, my guy here's gonna make a music club, which concentrates more on, well it's pretty obvious, music. First he needs 20 members, currently he has 12, and I forgot what was the other thing. Well the vital part is the members of course. The guy's gonna need help from people who're willing to make some sacrifices. Haha. No not sembelih kambing punya sacrifice.

Life's in college so far has been pretty uptight and deranged. So I met this girl who basically has lots of connections and a huge network. Plus she listens to oh-yeah-read-this-Chan screamo, metal and oh-like all the songs your little Tom listens to. Friends of mine suggests we make a band, y'know just to fill the time with some productive music. Haha! I already got a bassist, vocalist, guitarist though I don't know he's gonna be the lead or rhythm. So I need another guitarist and a drummer. Cheit!

P/s: Weh Chan, if you got some time datang la and help me with stuff. Alang2 tu pass down some gawd-like-music-knowledge ta me! Hahahak!

~Fizzy Drink

Ramadhan has come!

Sorry for this very late update.

In the last 2 weeks I was not in good condition. I had fever and cough. Nothing more. Though I was suspected of having A(H1N1), my condition got better in 3 days. On the 3rd day I joined a competition under Kosmo. Basically sweat was pouring out like water.

Last week I was busy with a "Mentor Mentee Drama Competition". I had only 3 days to prepare myself and the whole drama team. In the end we got 5th place. Well beats being last.

Today marks the first day of fasting.

Everyone sent messages wishing "happy fasting" or "welcome Ramadhan" etc. A waste of credits IMO.

This coming week I have quiz. Plus a presentation to present. And exam business to take care of. I am still waiting for my PTPTN to cash in.

1st of September marks the day of mid-sem examination. Gotta get ready.

Take care y'all!

~Fizzy Drink

Not in the mood for anything

(Fill in the blank) ruined my mood.

Not in the mood for anything now.

Will update when I'm genki.

Have fun y'all.

~Kishi @ Fizzy

Islamic Calendar

More About Me. Wooh!

True.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

B.o.r.e.d.

Basically I'm just bored and I think this computer can't do anything to help relieve this boredom-ness.

Yeh well. Uh my classes still haven't started. I mean the REAL classes. I'm currently attending bridging classes i.e. management skills, creative skills, learning skills. Idk about learning skills but all that I did during creative skills classes are capturing random pictures and present them in front of the class. Oh and learn the basics of photoshop in which I already have the knowledge. <.<; The only thing I find enjoyable during classes is that I get to waste time with new guys/girls I get to know during orientation. LOL. I need a new hobby.

I seriously need a new hobby. Here's a list of what I do everyday when I'm at home. (excluding the compulsory stuff like eat 'n sleep)
1. Water the plants
2. Tidy up the room
3. Sleep when I'm not supposed to sleep
That's basically it I guess. There's no computer-related actions included inside the list. It's because I have lost the interest in all the games I've played, all the songs I've heard, all the anime+movies I've watched, etc.

My new Samsung C5212 still haven't arrived yet. I've been waiting for a month and I still can't see a guy wearing red clothes and a red hat with a red motorbike holding a box in front of my house. Please people, the only reason I chose this model is because my dad lets me choose one from 6 kind of phones. 3 of 'em are touch-screen models. And imo, I hate touch-screen phones. They're a hassle. It's friggin' hard to type a message when you're in the car. I'd rather get those RM99 phones. So out of 6 of the phones, this model is the only one that supports dual-sim. Heheh.

Oh well, for now, I like to walk around the neighborhood at midnight, alone. It's fun :3

I'm-a go to 7-E to buy some food and drinks. Kinda hungry. and Dumb-bored.

~Kishi

A Week of Orientation

This week has been a very busy week. But it's worth it. I think.

My orientation started on* Tuesday. On the first day, it was all simple talk about this and that about the university. Right now I'm damn tired. So I'm gonna skip the details.

Basically, I was chosen to read the student's oath tomorrow. I think it's just me, but, after that some of the people started being cold to me. I don't really care. They can fckin' goto hell. If they're jealous then it's just more proof that they're not worth talking to.

I hafta read the oath tomorrow smoothly. So I'm making sure I don't go gaga tomorrow and look like an idiot.

Currently listening to the song to memorize* the lyrics 'cause I won't be able to hold the lyrics with me tomorrow. I'll be on the front row. Sheesh.

Well good thing is, I get to know more guys and girls [ :) ] at MSU.

More on this when I'm not busy (at all).

*corrected

P/s: weh Norm, suro dak2 len komen post aq kat bawah tuh

Member2 Penang

Kali ini akanku perkenalkan member2 yg dikenali semasa berada di Penang. Semuanya gila DotA. =.=
Diorang smua yang aku bleh kata rapat la. Selalu lepak+tido+makan+blaja(amat kurang)+overnight+overday+main(paling banyak) sama2.
Listed ikut susunan sapa-cepat-dia-dapat. Dalam cite ni, sapa aku kenal ikut urutan dari Jun 2008 - sekarang.

NASRUL

Membe bijak aku. Antara yang paling waras, tapi juga paling senang ikut kata orang. Mamat ni ske kacau si fifi. Memang tu je la keje dia ni kalau si fifi ada dlm kawasan berdekatan. Amik kos meki = EM110 Mechanical Engineering. Dalam setahun dua lagi da kawin la mamat nih eheheheh. Pasangan da ada, sampai mak mertua pun da kenal. Weh jgn lupa ajak aku g majlis kawin ko nanti doh! Suka tengok cite Kamen Rider. Tak de la gila minat. tp suka. Weh jgn lupa tgk Kamen Rider baru yg akan kuar tu. bab DotA, pandai gle. aset yg penting dlm team. *sbb taw dgr cakap* :P

AFIFI @ COMEL

Gelaran diberi Fifi Comel. Mamat ni dapat dekan sem pertama. Woooh~ Pstu kekal la gelaran "dekan" tu utk satu sem je. Ahahah! Dia ni la yang no. 2 paling gila. Buat dulu pikir kemudian. Sapa ntah housemate ktorang kata dia muka tebal. Mmg ye pown haha! Pandai2 la korang cari sapa yg cakap tu. Yg pasti bukan aku! Kalau men dota, mamat ni la yang antara kill first, @ mampus first. Rekod aku kill dia paling cepat = 40 Saat lepas game start Ahahaha! *gelak cara Nas* Supplier anime/movie/lagu aku! oh ye, kalau korg nampak mamat pelik tetiba "Henshin!" tgh2 jalan (skali ngn pose-nye), dia ni la kowt

ZAID

Mentor DotA ktorang! Trima kasih pada dia ni la, ktorg byk kena repeat paper sbb gilakan dota. Haaa!~~ Mamat ni la yang paling gila antara semua. Bayangkan dia main Devil May Cry 4 masa dekat finals, org study, dia main. Pagi dia msuk bilik ktorg main game DMC4. Malam dia masuk balik, nak dekat abes game daw! XDD Oleh sebab itu, dia kini belajar di Poli Perlis. Huhu. Ty pada dia aku jadi pro DotA =)

SHAFIQ @ CAPIK

Kegilaan DotA-nye amat terkenal di kawasan CC-Kte. Haha. Pukul 11 malam ke atas, perkataan D.o.t.A. jangan lah disebut di hadapan nye. Kerna cadangan dari nya akan keluar. "Haaa! XYZ jom!" Mulut yang paling becok antara semua. Tapi kata nya untuk menceriakan suasana haha! Striker DotA ktorang. Paling gila bila nak kill. Fifi pun leh tahan nafsu syahwat dia. Mamat ni xleh haha!

NORMAN

Mamat yang paling WARAS dekat dalam CC tu. Muda setahun tapi pemikiran lebih tua dari sebahagian dari kitorang (tak termasuk aku, hehe). Akan dipaksa masuk PLKN tp mahu sambung blaja dulu. Ada blog sendiri tak mcm yg len. Pandai jaga niat tapi perlukan kawan belajar. Noob DotA gak tapi kira your-average-player la. Takde la hardcore sangat. =) Perlu tngkat kan karisma+skill memimpin+keyakinan diri

ASYRAF @ ACAP

Budak selamba kitorang. Senyuman nye murah macam fishball kat pasar malam. Tinggal berdekatan. 20+ minit drive kre ok la tu kan? Emosi nye sentiasa stabil ble ngn ktorg. Study xtaw. Aku jarang tanya haha :P sori bro. lupa. maklum la kte ni makin tua. *uhuk2* Pandai gak main DotA, lagi2 bila dpt Traxex, Drow Ranger. Hah amik kau. Jangan bg dia feed. Perasan2 dah level tinggi ngko nak hentam dia pown susah. heheh.

FAIS @ PAIT

Mamat paling cool antara geng ktorang. Ada koleksi nombor2 awek. Dia ni sekali petik jari 5-6 awek datang XDDD Juga yang paling sihat. Maksudnya, dia ni sihat la. Aktiviti sukan gtu2 mcm joging dia slalu buat kalau ada org ajak. So jantung dia pam oksigen lagi laju dari orang biasa. Main DotA ni dia join gak, tapi tak sangap la macam yg lain tuh. Kalau takde pape yg penting perlu dicakap dia slalu senyap je. Kalau boring je mintak la no. awek dari dia, ada banyaaaak~ dijamin anda akan sakit jari keesokan pagi sebab asyik main mesej =.=

HUZAIL

Haaa~ Ni bonzer/bouncer aku! :P mamat ni berbakat dalam bidang muzik. study kurang sket. kna ada membe sblah dia utk slalu tolong kalau dlm bab blaja ni. amat suka kan ano kodomo tantei.. Conan. haha. dgn Mahou Sensei Negima. dia ni pandai ngn keyboard, siap ada post kat youtube cara nak main lagu apa aku tak ingat. nanti aku tanya +post kat cni link dia. bab game2 ni dia pandai game lawan2 je. bab dota, kurang pandai. kesian dia aku tengok. Weh aku rasa ko patut cabar2 geng kte tu main arcade haha pstu ko menang la sepuas2nya. :P

ZAIRAN @ KUALE

Mamat kecik ni korang jgn lepak ngn dia lama2. Kalau x ckup nafas tu jgn nk bising. Haha! Kalau korg tak gelak sikit pown dalam satu hari tu, tipu la tu! Mamat ni kecik, tapi otak besaw. bijak gak. Main takraw pown smart gak. leh ganti dak2 malaysia yg kalah ngan korea tu. bawak malu je. Org panggil dia Kuale sbb dia dtg dr satu tmpat yang ada kuala. tak kisah la Kuala Lumpur ke, Kuala Langat ke, Kuala Gigit ke, tu korang kena carik sendiri. Haha. Dia ni hebat gak men DotA haha. Pekena si capik :P


Komen: Kpd sesapa yang terasa dengan gambar korang yg aku letak, BAGUS la haha. Memang aku saje nak kena kan korang! XDDD tp lek la. bukannya aku print pastu letak kat papan kenyataan kat Zamrud/Baiduri/Mutiara/Tingkat 7. HAHAHA! Kepada yang gambar biasa je, sori la. Aku xde gambar yang cukup yg ada muka best2. tp kenangan kte banyak =)

Aku mintak maaf bnyak2 jika aku;

- ada tersalah cakap masa kita bersama
- tersalah buat apa2
- tersakitkan hati korang
- ada buat sesuatu yang buat diri aku ni nampak bodoh yang korang rasa x best
- ada hutang korang pape
- terserius dlm seswatu perkara
- asyik suka je jadi driver :P xbest doh menyempit kt blakang
- asyik bwk keta laju2
- ada ter-berlagak/sombong. aku ni manusia biasa je. xde siapa nk jadi sombong dgn sengaja
- suka kill korang byk2. pstu tak serik2 lagi.
- buat CC-kte mcm CC-aku xP
- ada makan makanan korg dlm peti sejuk
- curi sebuah bola dr penang
- jarang kemas rumah
- biarkan bilik bersepah
- bau bilik masam
- ada ter-buat harta barang korang
- ada mengganas. elemen komander tu ada lg dlm diri aku :P
- dan sebagainya

P/s: Juga mintak maaf jika aku tak tulis nama korang dalam ni, aku kurang kenal korang sangat. tapi kepada Alan, Sopi, Din-dang, sori sbb aku xtaw nk cakap apa kt korang +aku takde gambar korg :P

Night of the First Day in MSU

Kombanwa minna-san,

I'm just going to summarize what has happened today. Though it won't be much of a summarization.
I woke up early at 5 am to go to the surau. At 7 I went home and pick up my younger siblings to send them to school. Roughly 15 to 17 minutes later I was at home in the shower. After wearing 2 shirts, a white t-shirt on the inside and a green one outside, I went downstairs and had my breakfast. It was bread with cheese sausages. I waved my sister and parents goodbye as they went to school, and work.
The usual routine then kicks in. I washed the laundry, hang the clothes and fed the cat. Then I went upstairs and listen to songs till I made a blog post entitled "13".
By 9:30 am I had already went to the bookstore to pick up a few stationaries, a note book, and some snacks, and was already on my way to campus, which is now MSU (Management and Science University) and not UiTM Penang anymore.
At the campus, I met my councilor, went to the faculty as instructed, copied the timetable on a paper, and went straight back home. Oh, by the time my car was in view, a policeman was there fining the cars parking at the side of the road, unfortunately I was included. Luckily, my car wasn't fined yet when I got to the car. Phew.
After a 10 minute drive, I reached home. The first thing I remembered doing was reaching for a box of cereal. Though, it wasn't much of a meal. Then somehow I was under a table, sleeping like a cat. I woke up at 12 and stretched my legs. I haven't done any sports activities for weeks. So, my legs were feeling tired as if I did a 5 km jog. I need to exercise more.
I picked up my mom at her workplace, then she dropped me by the campus, and went home. I, on the other hand, had a class to attend to.
The class was like any other early classes. Just talks on what we (the students) will experience during a month of class. This Wednesday for example, we will have to bring a digital camera with us during class. Wow, I'm starting to like this "Creative Skills" class. Haha.
By 2:30 pm, the class was finished and most of us went home as classes are finished by the day. But I have other plans. I went back to campus to get a timetable of the bus service. After that, I sat at a cafe with a new friend and get to know 2 more friends. We sat there for hours chatting till 5 pm.
We went our separate ways at ~5:15 pm. My mom picked me up today. I don't know about tomorrow. Hehe.
Tonight was spent mostly at the surau. There was class and we recited the Quran 'till 10 pm. When I got home I opened my facebook and updated my status and my Mafia Wars. Listened to a few songs, mostly from True Tears Original Soundtrack. Now, I'm finishing my blog and am now going to sleep. I thank you for spending your time reading this long post.

Good night and have a pleasant dream. =)

13

..is my fav number.
This'll be a short post 'coz I'm in a hurry.
I've got class/registration whichever at 9:30 am.
I have laundry undone and dishes to wash.
Plus a blog post to edit, a siggy to make, a bedroom to tidy and much more.
Will try to think back when I get home.
Oh don't forget the present-to-buy!
Weee~~
Uhm, a cat to feed, a car to wash <-- added for no reason,
Gosh I forgot my stationaries. Pen, pencil, eraser, ruler! Oh, PAPER!
>.<

Gotta run!

Tagged by Norman, as stated below

Norman, pehal tajuk ko 3, sedangkan soalan2 kat bawah tu jawapan untuk nye satu je cukup. =.=;

Tagged by; Norm da man

Name 3 Things You Do When You’re Really Stressed
Nothing
Stare something :P
Zikrullah

3 Things You Are Wearing Right Now
A grey "Cheetah" t-shirt
My new pants
My underwear?

Dare? (Who?)

Who is in the House/Building with/near You?
Family
Cat (does this count?)
Let's just hope I didn't miss anyone *spooked*

Who (or What) are You Thinking About Right Now?
Tomorrow's class
Getting a present
Sleep, or her

Who did You Last Talk to on the Phone?
Cik Yus.

Who do you sit next to in your class?
No classes yet.

who was the last person u told u loved?
NEXT!

Doko? (Where?)

Where do you live?
in a house.
should this question have three answers?? o.0
Boo

where is ur phone?
Is this really necessary?
Norman apa nye soalan ko buat?
Satu soalan cmni apa nk dpat 3 jawapan??

where do u sleep?
On the floor
on my bed
in a room

where is the last place u took a ride to?
masjid kuarters klia. by car back home
lalalala
Meow~

where are u now?
in a very boring place yet people go to every day, home.

NANI!?? (WHAT!?)

what was the last thing u ate?
meat kebab. Rm3.

what colour shirt r u wearing?
Grey

what is the closest item near u that is blue?
the table

what do u like best about school?
Knowledge is power, guard it well.

what is ur favourite colour?
Red, usually associated to Fire

what do u wear more: jeans or shorts?
Not both.

Uhh Idk wut in Jap, BILA!?

when did u start school?
kindergarten

when is ur birthday?
Check my facebook.,

when did u last go to the mall?
forgot.

when was the last time u bought a pair of pants?
a few hours ago.

when did u last burn something?
a month ago. Chan, nak sebatang?

Congrats, you are tagged.
DK (No, not Donkey Kong, YES! THAT KID!)
Ain Khairi (Post when you're not busy)
Penelope (Post when you want to)
Min (POST!)
Orenji-san (No-comment, just POST!, oh btw hw come i dont have yr bloggy link?)
Along (if possible)

10th of July

well i couldnt think of a topic
its midnight and im gettin sleepy
thanks to min (i just typed minnie, but then i backspaced :P) for the link to blogskin-haven
tho i still need more time to relink almost every single other blogs
todays july 10th
10 more days
i need some time to go buy a present
too busy at home+cant leave the house
even just by doing chores you're busy, wow
im gunna sleep now
i missed the ol' forums where u can spam :3

Personality

Is it so hard to recognize (I prefer Z, don't correct me by saying S is the correct one, dumbass) a person's personality trait after knowing him or her for years.
I have my own way of doing work. I prefer doing my work alone, without company. But some people just don't understand. It's just not my way to do my work in front of people.

Someone oughta give suggestions on new hobbies that I could take up as I'm slowly dying of boredom.

I missed studying :( *fills up online college applications*

I want a tablet, how much does one cost? o.0

Afterlife - A7X

Like walking into a dream
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems
Cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light
But girl, this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be, arrived too early?

And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far

I don't belong here,
we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain
Cause we've been waiting for you

Fallen into this place
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay
You'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right
(With my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I'm too much too young to fall)

So out of place don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying
Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
cause this time I'm right to move on and one
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Ijtimak 2009

For Muslims to read -- others can too, no restrictions, but this is targeted to male muslims.

Tarikh ijtimak pada 9, 10, 11 & 12 Julai 2009.

Lokasinya di berdekatan Bandar Enstek dan Kuarters KLIA.

Tujuan ijtimak bukanlah untuk seronok-seronok kumpul orang ramai-ramai tapi ianya adalah satu perhimpunan atas maksud agama. Dakwah, quran, zikir, akhlak dapat dibuat secara ijtimai yang mana akan tarik rahmat Allah SWT.

Semua lelaki Islam dijemput hadir.

Jadi dengan adanya ijtimak, amal orang Islam akan bertambah. Jemaah dapat dihantar keseluruh dunia. Masjid-masjid perlu dihidupkan 24 jam dengan ada orang bergilir-gilir bagi masa di masjid. Setiap rumah perlu hidup dengan amalan dakwah dan taklim. Perlu usaha juga sehingga 100% orang Islam menunaikan solat dan sedia jadikan dakwah sebagai kerja utama sehingga sanggup beri nyawa untuk agama (macam sahabat Nabi).

Ulama kata di masjid zaman Nabi dulu hidup 24 jam dengan 4 amalan.
1. Dakwah,
2. Belajar & mengajar ilmu agama,
3. Ibadah (solat, quran, zikir & doa),
4. Khidmat.

Natijahnya orang Islam zaman tu jadi cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang. Jemaah-jemaah dihantar keseluruh dunia untuk sebarkan agama dan jemaah-jemaah datang dari seluruh dunia untuk belajar agama. Jadi untuk kembalikan kegemilangan umat Islam dulu pada zaman sekarang, umat kena kembali hidupkan masjid2 jadi macam zaman Nabi.

Kalau tak faham serba sedikit dalam petikan ni datang la ke ijtimak nanti. Banyak faedah dia yang lagi bagus dari pergi ke Sure Heboh TV3.

*dipetik dan ditambah dari sini, more info can be found here*

A Quiet Day

"The morning started early at 5, the usual. Half-awake, I reached my hand under the bed blindly searching for my bottle of water. I drank it instantly the moment I found it.
Then, I started moving to the bedroom. Slow steps, one by one, like a baby trying to learn how to walk. I was still sleepy mind you, and having difficulty of opening my eyes.
The first thing I did in the cold room was a quick wash in the face. The cold splash that hit me hardly made any difference.
I continued with brushing my teeth, hoping to shake off this uneasy sleepiness."

- Fizzy, trying to write novel-like

Thus is what happened early in the morning, today. The day continued like any other day, with an obvious difference that I did not made contact with my computer. I spent the whole day on my bed reading. Because the book I'm reading was at it's climax, I hardly took notice of anything else that's happening around me. Even my brother had to call me thrice to talk to me without me not looking back at the book.

Today's pretty much the same, and not much different. With the addition that it's my favorite weather tonight. It's raining. =)

Four(?)

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
Hafizuddin
Kishi
Din
(A)pis

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATE IN YOUR LIFE
20th Oct
3rd July
7th Sept
20th July

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MIN
Eating
Drinking
Surfing
Playing

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY
Ice-Skate
Listening to Music
Go 'High'
Meditate

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
(an) Alienware M17x Laptop
(a) Suzuki Swift

New glasses
(an) IPhone

FOUR OF UR FAV HOBBIES
Playing PC games
Reading
Chatting
Doing new things

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY U WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
Montreal, QB
Cameron Highlands
Miami, FL
India

FOUR FAV DRINKS
Watermelon Juice
Orange Juice
Apple Juice
Plain Water

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG/HANDBAG
A thumbdrive
A pen
A headset
My wallet

FOUR FAV COLOURS
Red
Black
Purple
Green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS
XYZ Cyber Cafe (not accessible to me anymore)
My bedroom
The lawn outside my house
Sunway Pyramid

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH
Allah S.W.T.
Muhammad S.A.W.
Family
(Only) 10 Friends

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
A shirt given by someone
A watch given by someone
My photos full of memories
My books

TOP FOUR PEOPLE YOU WILL TAG
i) Aisy
ii) Penelope
iii) Ezzani
iv) Chan

P/s: Dah Norman! >:3

Goodbye

First of all I would to thank Nihja for saying "Hidup Biar Sedap"
This has made me realize that all this while I've been caring too much about other people and forgot to tend to myself
Before this I cared too much about what other people say about me
All this time I gave others my care as a friend
I tried to make them feel that they're not alone
They still have people care about them
In the end everything I did are forgotten, just, like, that
They forget that I'm also a normal human being who needs attention as well
No more will I let others step on me and take advantage of my caring side
From now on it's me, myself and I
To hell with others
I easily trusted people not long ago, not anymore

Definition of Life

@ Definisi Kehidupan, bukan definasi.

How do you define the word, "Life"?
Well multiple answers will come up at once. But what does it really mean?

Wikipedia states that;

"Life is a characteristic that distinguishes objects that have self-sustaining biological processes ("alive," "living"), from those which do not ^[1][2] —either because such functions have ceased (death), or else because they lack such functions and are classified as "inanimate."

This is more to what it means in general. In which all living beings have 'life' in them.

Another website defines it as;
"The interval of time between birth and death: She led a good, long life."

This explains 'life' as 'time'.

When people say, "Get a life" or, "Hardcore gamers are boring. They don't have a life". What do they mean?
How would they explain the meaning of "Life"?

During these couple of days of emptiness, I started thinking.
What is our purpose in life? Why do we live? How should we live our life?

When I was in secondary school, I thought my reason to be there is to study for the future. To be an educated person, that qualifies to enter a higher level of education i.e. a college/university.
But all I could think of, is to do things that will make people recognize me.
To leave a mark.
A mark of my existence in that school.

Which leads me to the next question. Why do we live?
To be rich and have a large company in the world. Or to lead a great nation towards fame and fortune.
Whatever our reasons are, all of this do.. no, will not survive the sands of time.
Fortunes fade, Empires crumble, Nations fall.
One, out of thousands of people, is remembered for his or her courage, responsibility or knowledge. Others, forgotten.

I am still young. 18 and half a year, and my potential is unlimited. I can be anything. From a servant to a master. Yet, if I can't see the future, what use is it to continue this, life?

P/s: This is actually unfinished but the writer has nothing more to say.

The Sith Code

Peace is a lie, there is only passion.

Through passion, I gain strength.

Through strength, I gain power.

Through power, I gain victory.

Through victory, my chains are broken.

The Force will free me.

- the Sith Code

I) Peace is a lie, there is only passion.

There is no peace in this world. Mankind have loathed, fought, killed each other for thousands of years now. They have always been fighting with each other.


II) Through passion, I gain strength.

Passion has always been the source of strength. Passion for one's country. Passion for a brotherhood. Passion for money, women, land, etc.


III) Through strength, I gain power.

Strength is essential for power. Power is needed for everything. Power is needed to destroy, to manage, to lead, even to protect. Without power, one is useless.


IV) Through power, I gain victory.

What is victory without power. Victory, is pleasure. Being the victor is what all of this is about, but winning a battle does not mean you have won the war.


V) Through victory, my chains are broken.

What is the sole purpose of everything? To be free from the chains that binds us. To reach the path of greatness.

"Only if we are free can we reach our full potential." - Darth Bane


VI) The Force will free me.

'Nuff said.

My Next Target Part 1

Honestly, with me sitting at home and doing nothing makes me able to blog alot. Haha

So in this post I'm gonna talk about 3 future games that I want to buy. >:3

Mass Effect 2

Having previously bought the first game has made me interested in the sequel. In the second game, the main character is thought to be dead. It was shown in the teaser in the game website.

This is a third-person shooting RPG done in a unique way of games. I like this game because it lets you pause in the middle of a fire-fight. I know other RPG games can do this too, but this game makes it different because you are controlling the character in real time, not like the give-a-command kind of RPG like SW:KotOR as you can just watch them do the action.

The graphics are great. Other than that, in the second game, anything you do in the first game, affects the second game and it's surroundings. This is cool !! :3