The Cold Breeze of Spring

How I missed waking up

To walk outside the house

Just to taste the cold winds

The change of seasons

From summer to spring

By the way, this isn't a poem =.= Just wanna make it dramatic haha. I do missed waking up and blah blah as said above. It's boring Malaysia only have 3 seasons (correct me if I'm wrong). >.>; No winter is just.. dull. It rained heavily yesterday after week/months of no (heavy) rain. At the same time it helped in making it a better day without haze :)

~Fizzy

Current Education State

Officially as of now, I consider myself as very stupid.

Why you may ask?

I won't lie and I'm not ashamed of my results

I was given the chance to study in a local university

The first semester was hard

I pulled through, barely

Second semester was a disaster

And I FaiLeD

P/s: D1 = Terminated

Balik Kampung..!!

Today balik kampung.

Will edit and add more later!

WTF THIS IS THE SHORTEST ONE YET!! HAHA!

UPDATES

June 6th 2009

So, balik kampung on Saturday. That morning I felt somehow energetic. So went out for a little jog. No, really, I really jog, not just typing it in >.> Watered the garden plants too :3 Somehow everyone felt sleepy that morning, including the cat o.o; Nothing really much happens on the way. I just slept through almost two-third of the journey. (Sorry I accidently slept when I was texting you!). By 6 PM, I have reached my destination in Sungai Siput, Perak. Wahaha! Anyway, did anything that was necessary (shower, eat, etc) and called a friend who was living in the same town (except that I wasn't living IN the town and was actually a few kilometres away). Told him where I was and stuff, and by 9 PM we went to places. To be more specific, his girlfriend's house to pick up some food his "mother-in-law" cooked for him XDD then to his friend's burger stall. I couldn't take pictures that night because my phone battery died. So, just lepak-lepak 'till midnight.

June 7th 2009

We have a kenduri today. Everything went through smoothly blah blah. The whole family except my dad wanted to go back home early but he said he had some things to take care of, and so we waited.. and waited.. and waited. Clock shows it's 5 PM. Finally! We were on our way~ But luck's not on our side. A few kilometres after that, the car's engines overheat. Pish! Pish! Something was wrong with the fan. The cooler. So, basically the engines don't cool down. The heat keeps on increasing 'till.. well, we couldn't continue the journey. We waited until the engines cool down then we tried going back to where we came from. >.>; Fyi, the journey back succesful.

By nightfall, we unpacked everything. My dad asked me to help him burn a wasp nest. It's still in it's growing period so it's small compared to when it is at it's normal size (mind you, it may grow in size to as big as a pillow, not a small pillow, average one lah!). After that, we all slept. I've got nothing more to add here LOL.

June 8th 2009

Checked the engines before we went home. Turns out there's a leak.

"Now leak is a positively disgusting word" - General Melchett

I forgot how we managed to get the car back to "useful" shape but oh well, not worth mentioning. Oh yeah I'll put up this very big cat that lives in my kampung. He's FAT! 'n my grandma said he was once skinny like me >.>

Cat

Engines

Happy Birthday to My Lil' Bro

In front of: Desktop PC

Listening to: Afterlife - A7X

Mood: Sleepy

Tummy: 1/4 Empty

Thoughts;

Today is my brother's 16th birthday. The day started as normal as any other days. With us waking up early at 5:15 to go to the mosque for Subuh Prayer. Eventhough today we woke up a bit late, to be exact at 5:45. Then at home we continue with the recitation of the Surah Yaasin with my dad teaching us what the surah is about or what are the meanings hidden in the surah. The day continues with chores, breakfast, and games, the usual. Nothing special happens during the day. Basically it's all play, eat, sleep, pray... and so on. At 6+ PM we celebrate with a cake bought from Secret Recipe. (Pics will be uploaded later) He got himself a pair of shoes for his present. After we ate the cakes and everything. Life continues like nothing happens. Except that there's cake in the fridge! >:3

~Fizzy

5 Random Facts About Me

1) Wears 2 shirts whenever I go out

(One inside, and another outside, e.g. singlet or anything that is smooth and white for the inside, and anything for the outside)

2) Puts an emote at the end of a sentence when I'm in an average-to-happy mood, or no-emote for a serious-to-bad mood
(e.g. Omg cats are so kawaii~~ >.<)

3) Clumsy near girls
(<.<; nothing to elaborate)

4) Simple yet Complex
(a testimony by someone)

5) Lazy to delete my messages in the inbox
(Currently have 673 messages)

~Fizzy

Spaghetti.. and Games

SPAGHETTI

These are the photos of which I took yesterday when I was cooking spaghetti. LOL


Left: Sauce, Right: Noodles? o.0



Left: Mushrooms, Right: More Mushrooms



Sauce and Mushrooms Mixed



Results of Noodles. Ready! *Megaman X4 Sound Effect*


Yeah, so basically I don't have to take a pic of what happened if you mix the noodles and the sauce, 'cause you already know. This is just to show that I made spaghetti! Weee~~

GAMES

Y'know for many years I have been playing pirated games. If you're still new in games then maybe you might say "Alaa beli yang ciplak cukup! janji dapat main". But for gamers such as myself, there's this hidden unsatisfaction of playing pirated games.

There are lots of disadvantages of buying pirated games such as not being able to access certain downloadables and online multiplayer connection. But i'm not putting this section so that I can talk about the benefits or badness of pirated games.

Just to brag that OMG I JUST BOUGHT AN ORIGINAL GAME! w00t! Haha. RM119.

Mass Effect is a very cool game with omg-such-nice graphics and attracting@interesting game features. I'm not really in the mood to do a review but I would say this game is cooool~~~

2nd Original Game I have bought since Dawn of War first came to M'sia. =) Bioware rawks!!

~Fizzy

I Got Over You!

In front of: Desktop PC

Listening to: Over You - Chris Daughtry

Mood: Sleepy

Tummy: Full

Thoughts;
So today I helped with the process of making spaghetti! Well, the onions, the cooking, the cutting. Anyway, yummy. heheh. There's nothing new happening. So nothing interesting also other than messaging someone in very 'baku' malay. >.>; crazy stuff. And my sis practically gave teh cat susu lemak manis.. guess what? The cat likes it. =.=; Am sleepy now. Gonna add more stuff tomorrow. +pix. G'night everyone!

~Fizzy

5 Frequent Things I Do Every Day

(During The Holidays)

1) Play The Computer



Enter Password:
...*swt* uhh.. what?

2) Do the Laundry



It's washing.. and more coming up (inside the blue plastic, yes Ikea plastic bag)

3) Hang clothes



Dah basuh, sidai laaaa...

4) Feed teh cat



Freeloader...

5) Masak nasi



Nasi je.. lauk orang lain masak :P hehe

~Fizzy

Only Time Will Tell.. Yes?

In front of: Desktop PC

Listening to: Lonely Day - System of a Down

Mood: Tested

Tummy: Half-full/empty

Thoughts;

These few days at home has made my brain spinning again: it's started thinking again. I've a few reasons why you should stick to just being friends instead of finding close, 'thoughtful' friends. One of the main reasons are, friends are overrated, words are sweet, but they mean nothing. It's empty, like a shell. When they need us, we're always there for them. We're ready for anything they throw at us. Unfortunately, when it's our turn to be tested, we wait to see if there's anyone that cares. Of course, none showed up (after we gave hints, and even told them). It has made me think, one of the reasons why you go online and chat, is because you don't know who you're chatting with. You do not know what kind of person he or she is. And you don't care. The only thing you care is that they care to chat with you. Time is what determines whether your 'friends', are real or not. Mine? 90% Not. Backstabbers for guys. Bitches for girls.

Honest Thoughts;

Here I am at home, making a post expressing what I'm thinking right now. Before the holidays, lots of people..my 'friends'.. said that they would hang out with me during the hols. but look at where I am now, at home doing chores. Not that there's anything bad with doing chores.. but nobody has contacted me ever since the start of the holidays. only one bothered to at least keep me company. and a few that at LEAST sent a message. well, one(!) message. others? I don't know. dead? I wished some of them were. They're just fucking liars and nuisance that add up more problems to my head. Words are comforting, but they're also deadly. I have tonnes more to type but they're just very bad words that will hurt (you're lucky bitches and bastards) them.

~Fizzy

This World Will Never Be What I Expected

In front of: Laptop, Left Hand Holding Guitar

Listening to: Never Too Late - 3 Days Grace

Mood: Open

Tummy: Almost Empty

Thoughts: Life's going back into pieces. I mean, it's more stable now. I still hate the guy and I still don't care in whatever he does. I have a math test this Sunday. Did my revision this morning. Now doing some guitar lessons. LOL It's kinda my way of releasing that Ki inside. Haha! (Ki from Dragon Ball :P) To Ain, you can never catch me! Hwahaha! Anyone here knows how to play a guitar? :3 care to teach a noob?

Edited at 11:53 PM

Today, the fuxing housemate did the same thing, again. Went out noon and leaving me and 2 other housemates hungry like we were gonna die. When he went home, he acted like nothing happened. Thank goodness we (my hungry housemates and I) went out at 8:00 PM and walked 1~2 km away just to get ourselves a few burgers T_T. I hate that guy, and I won't stop hating him till he hits his grave. I wonder how will he live when he gets himself a girl, or will he ever even GET himself a girl? I'll show sth way damn disgusting on what he did, later. When I get the pictures and uploaded them.

I D'know Why I Can't Keep My Eyes of You

In front of: Laptop and an Electrical Measurement book

Listening to: You And Me - Lifehouse (thanks to Nigel Pak Wai Kit for this song)

Mood: Blur

Tummy: Empty

Thoughts: Ok thanks ryn-nee chan for the advice and i'm still doing it. LOL the hint part I don't think it'll work 'cause the guys are damn slow and have like awal sekolah menengah level of english. Basically no one here has high level of english except me (i'm not bragging, it's a fact). Rose: what they did? well too much. I'll just point out that they didn't do anything to appreciate what I did. Tomorrow I have an exam and I'm studying right now (not NOW 'cause rehat pun perlu what?) I'm locking myself in my own room so that no external factors may affect my mood. Heh. Btw Nihja isn't that a little way too evil. Got something more... well... soft? Words don't work thanks. Got any evil sabotaging plans? >:3 Then what'd you do Ain? Twist her neck 720 degrees?

P/s: Currently needing evil sabotaging plans. Scratch the mood above.

Current Mood: Evil

Edited at 7:59 pm

Newsflash: The guy I hated so much went out this noon saying he'll take our orders and get us our lunch when he comes back. It's 8:00 pm and he's STILL not home.

Who Does He Think He is?

Currently; (1758h, 24th April '09)

In front of: Laptop and a physics exercise book

Listening to: Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boys

Mood: Angry

Tummy: Empty

Thoughts: I have an exam in 2 days time and my housemates are doing stuff that are making me lose my mood to study. They're making me pissed and crazy! This semester, they made me lose my cool twice! The first time a few days ago. And today's the second! Sometimes I wonder why am I even WITH them. None of my grades have improved. My attitudes worsen. I need psychological advice ait now. Anyone?

What Happened Lately (Point Form)

- I am home, and in a few hours I'm going back to Penang to continue studying for my final exam which officially starts next week

- I lost my phone, which means I have lost all the numbers inside the phone. Which makes up 97% of those I know

- I missed clicking on the Photoshop Icon. It's been awhile since I made sigs =(

- I went to school yesterday to visit the teachers and my juniors. They've all grown! ^^ even though it's just 2 years

- My teacher suggested that I took mass-com or however am I supposed to say it

- I'm in love again with capturing photos, but still lazy to upload 'em

- I'm trying to learn the guitar, but no real teachers around

- I wanna change the skin of my myspace/friendster/blog but I don't have any information/knowledge on that. Need help! Dx (custom one pl0x)

- My life has become a sad topsy-turvy story

- Internet connection at home makes me angry

- I need the following items; Camera, Phone, Laptop, Bicycle, Music

- I'm starting to check my phone for messages every 10 minutes

~Fizzy

I Wanna Go Home

2 weeks ago was holidays

but I couldn't go back home due to me being slow in getting a ticket

because of that

i couldn't go back home and meet my loved ones (family, no gf, wished I haf one)

now i'm stuck wif my blog, myspace, friendster with the ol' backgrounds/layout

i don't have the tech to update it here

lol or pretty much i'm too lazy here

last yesterday i had to recite shakespeares' poem

sonnet xviii to be exact

it's said to be one of the most romantic poems

but hell if i care

i read an interesting article "Why nice guys finish last"

o.o kinda true but nice guys get sth way much better in the end

tonight got dinner

annual grand meeting

i'd rather sleep through it but people insist that i go since i'm one of the seniors in the club

rawr

boring =(

~Fizzy

Sekai

The world. Yah! Is now officially rotten and disgusting.

Well maybe it has stuff like internet and new transportations. But unless it's used for the better, then it's nothing more than a bridge to sins. to hell.

The world is not what it was supposed to be.

It's supposed to be peaceful, not full of war-mongering people.

The people are supposed to be united.

Nevermind.

Currently it's full of teenagers looking for fun, for new mobile phones, for new cars, new bikes, etc.

It's full of adults who wants money, money and just money.

You get the idea.

I've got so many things to write about but I have so little time.

Will continue later.

I just got fined Rm50 for not bringing my card with me. (Shit!)

~Fizzy

Life is Getting Interesting

Updates: I'm still busy fyi. >.>

Lotsa cool stuff happened.

Like my muscle tissue in my right (and left) leg koyak (or sth like that, can't remember perfectly what the doc said.

Then my other phone is now operational. The celcom one, the maxis is always on. LOL

I push'd a car to sumwer else so that my roommate couldn't find it. And he panicked like hell when he found out the car was gone. Hehe

More and more assignments. Someone gimme willpower! DX

Saturdays the day for the DotA Tourney in UiTM Penang. +Taek Won Do thing on that day too. <.< busy2.

Life is back to boredness. (but I just typed in interesting up there >.>)

I think I'm gonna be sick.

A close friend is getting a surgery... Nuuuu!! (just in the hand, why the heck did I panicked?)

I think I should type in sth more resourceful in the next post. And yeah it's gonna be long.

Too lazy for pics. I haf class right now. So i'll upload some later.

Haf fun people. Tata!

~Fizzy

Events, the Good and the Bad

So many things happened and overall, I'm still fcking busy. I've got 2 tests coming up and I don't like the second one. The first is maths (easy as pie, I hope) and the second (which I hate) is Electrical Measurement. ~.~

Btw, here are the pictures to my not-actually new apartment. 19 floors up. Yeah, 19. The highest floor for this condominium.


- The Kitchen (food!)


- The Second Bedroom


- The Third Bedroom (Currently Mine)


- The Front Door


- the view DOwn..


- It's got a TV! :3 (currently has a PS under it ^^ PS1 >.>;)


- main bedroom. ain't mine. >.> H3LL no!


Moving on, 2 of my roommates will be moving out, but some- (deleted due to new information that the guy WON'T be moving in). It's gonna be pretty quiet with just 2 people living 19 floors up in a house. Whoever has any acquaintance who needs a house to rent, in Penang (exact spot = Bandar Perda, Permatang Pauh) please feel free to contact me. Ask me if you want my phone number for contact purposes.

Good news however, a car is in service starting this week = more time will be cut for transportation, & I don't have to use public how-long-do-I-have-to-wait-for-the-next-one transport. The bad news, my roommate is abusing the car by saying "Naw! I can't use the car yet~ I don't know where to park it" (well basically 'cause you need a sticker if you wanna park the car inside campus i.e. safe spot). Well that's what he said, but this morning he took the car, parked it somewhere OUTSIDE the campus, thus risking the VI-Car for his own sake. It's an OLD Proton Saga for chicken's sake!

The next good news, I have found my very-not-cheap RM300 jacket which was lost last semester. My dad bought it for me 'cause it was on sale with a 50% (I don't remember) discount. Yay!

Next to next, I came home last Saturday, and when I woke up, my very little imoto (lil' sister) gave me a letter. The letter contained a cheque, with the words, "SATU RIBU EMPAT RATUS ENAM PULUH LAPAN RINGGIT DAN LAPAN SEN". And it's for me. O_O! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ No comments~ hehe! I SO WANT A NINTENDO DS! (PSP don't haf Pokemon <.<)

So that's all for now. Thanks for reading! ^_^

~Fizzy

Too Busy!

Dear Blog,

I am very busy right now so I have so little time to tend to you.

So please, please don't get angry because I rarely type things into you.

Thank you.

LOL!

~Fizzy

P/s: Tae Kwon Do, Computer Club, College Applications and Studies. T_T

..still Struggling..

So let's continue from the first post. LOL - Weeeeee~



The bed... and...under the bed...

And suddenly an idea in the form of an airplane hit my head and went into the brain...NOT.. "Go clean up your bed" it said. (well.. yeah)

*after a few +few more hours*



- eheheh.. it kinda looks the same no?

well.. basically this post is to show how LAZY I was during last holidays..

..the next post will feature pictures of my new apartment in Penang.



~Fizzy


Preview:

~it's high~

Struggling..

...bzzt...

..bzzt...bzzt...

The electrical disturbance is just for show..hehe

Anyway sorry for the lack of updates. I mean, no-updates at all.

Been pretty busy (I mean.. lazy) to update due to global economical crisis striking into my wallet! (not really, but that's the only logical fictional reason I could think of hehe).

So i'll update the pix now. Please wait. Thankies.



So uhh, was busy entertaining these 2 cute cousins ^^ LOL

More pix will come. s2pid i-net connection slows down/stopped the upload. Will upload 'em later.

Fizzy