Only Time Will Tell.. Yes?

In front of: Desktop PC

Listening to: Lonely Day - System of a Down

Mood: Tested

Tummy: Half-full/empty

Thoughts;

These few days at home has made my brain spinning again: it's started thinking again. I've a few reasons why you should stick to just being friends instead of finding close, 'thoughtful' friends. One of the main reasons are, friends are overrated, words are sweet, but they mean nothing. It's empty, like a shell. When they need us, we're always there for them. We're ready for anything they throw at us. Unfortunately, when it's our turn to be tested, we wait to see if there's anyone that cares. Of course, none showed up (after we gave hints, and even told them). It has made me think, one of the reasons why you go online and chat, is because you don't know who you're chatting with. You do not know what kind of person he or she is. And you don't care. The only thing you care is that they care to chat with you. Time is what determines whether your 'friends', are real or not. Mine? 90% Not. Backstabbers for guys. Bitches for girls.

Honest Thoughts;

Here I am at home, making a post expressing what I'm thinking right now. Before the holidays, lots of people..my 'friends'.. said that they would hang out with me during the hols. but look at where I am now, at home doing chores. Not that there's anything bad with doing chores.. but nobody has contacted me ever since the start of the holidays. only one bothered to at least keep me company. and a few that at LEAST sent a message. well, one(!) message. others? I don't know. dead? I wished some of them were. They're just fucking liars and nuisance that add up more problems to my head. Words are comforting, but they're also deadly. I have tonnes more to type but they're just very bad words that will hurt (you're lucky bitches and bastards) them.

~Fizzy